Heart

never been
normal
always weird

never found
a place like
home
or perhaps
never known.

never realized
the meaning
of love
to fathom
or to find
love
for my own self

don't know why
but I have never learnt
to love
to give
I am unmoved by suffering
I must be
something other than
human

this is my
very essence
the reason for my
abnormality

I dont have
a heart